Friday, May 29, 2009
It's over babeh.

Okay, so my last post was about... make-up! right. and my previous PREVIOUS post was about my exam. And poof, it's already over. xP Yea, I barely got to go online. I wanted to last Tuesday. Since brother was in tuition. However, when I was skipping to the pc room, EEK! My brother was there. -.- So I didn't get to use it. Why I didn't just ask for it? Well, he's secretly using it, although mummy already knows he onlines during the weekdays but that's not the point. It's not my turn so I can't use it. My turn is on Saturday night and Sunday afternoon. That's it. Unless he's not home on Friday night or whenever on Saturday or Sunday, then I can use. *shrugg* It's just how we roll.

Anyway, yesterday. LAST DAY of CRAPPY EXAM! WOO. Geo and English PMR. Easy-peasey. Math? I'm totally ready to fail. Both of them. I hell don't even know how to do Math PMR when everyone said it was easy. Motherf*cker. UEC die chin chin. Science? *eyebrows goes up and down* It was easy for me. Haha. Both easy. BM I'm not really sure I can even get a 70. Haha. I only got that much when I was still in Grade/Primary 6 man. Do I suck or do I suck? Tell me I suck. Moving on, what else?? OH! History? Into the dumpster. Geo, maybe I have shot. MAYBE. KH probably I'll get a B. At most. And and.. English, aiya. Peanuts.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Sibu so I don't think I'll blog for another week. Lol. Sorry readers. I'll be gone until next Wednesday(3/5). So maybe I can blog on Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. The second week, I'll be totally busy with dancing. 8 in the morning till 6 in the evening babeh. Die chin chin. But what to do. People are saying that the audition will be on the 17-19 of June. So we total up, 1 full week of practice. Plus, there's another dance I haven't exactly learned yet. Bleh. I call it, the cute dance. While Alvy's Sorry Sorry and Purple line. It's one dance. So I have 2 dances to do for this year's EXTRAVAGANZA concert. And yea I don't know how to spell that. But whatev. Tickets are on sell now and it'll be on the 27-28th of June. *chuckles* and you know what Dato said? "This year, our tickets are colourful~~ *shows us* See. Only OUR SCHOOL have colourful ticketssss...." IS FAME ALL YOU CARE ABOUT?! sicko.

Anyway, mum's nagging me to pack and wash my schoolshoes. Bleh. Heh. Guess what. I haven't wash my schoolshoes since last year when I first bought it. Ngek. And no it doesn't stink. I gotta go. Picss... Will be uploaded maybe tonight. MAYBE. Or after I get back. TOODDLLLEESSS!

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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Love me, hate me?

Actually, I have no crappy idea why am I blogging when I've got nothin' to say. But anyway, I'll just tell you what I'm up to 9 in the morning. I just finish watching If You Seek Amy - Britney S. I mean, don't get me wrong or whatev but I know the song, jsut haven't seen the vids yet. So okay, I didn't really get how come from naughty bitch to rich ass housewife? That part. For me, doesn't make sense. Iono, probably's the low IQ I've got thingo. *shruggs* and now, I'm watching some how-to-get-Celebs-sexy-eyes. Haha. That isn't the real name though. I made it up myself. xP Am I pro or am I pro? Haha. Anyway, well, I just saw one erm, it's a Britney Spears one, I'm A Slave For You? somethin' like that. It's so cool y'know. So sexy and stuff but I don't know if I, Emma With Droopy Eyes, can apply those type of make-up but anyway, I'll just watch to fansize. x] I'm watching another Britney Spears one. Toxic. Haha. I love the song. I think if this colour works, I'll suggest it to my Dance Crew for our concert. *eyebrows go up and down* Yea, I can't actually do that motion without the help of my fingers. So, lemme just rephrase that. *uses index finger to push brows up and down* hah... Better. xP Okay. I'm just crapping. I'm waiting for the vid to buffer what. There's another one loading which is more to a whacky-as the girl in the vid said, Misery - Paramore. So yea. I'll just upload the ones I think if hot-a-li-cious. So Enjoy! And whoever read this post, don't you DARE steal my idea of using Toxic's make-up. I'm watching you. *eye to eye gesture*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6Uczlb9sVo&feature=channel  I am so terribly sorry but I just heck dunno why I can't upload vids to my post or I'm just crappy in it but who cares.

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Exam VS. Holidays

HOLIDAY WINS, BABEH! I'm so totally looking forward. I haven't got my days all booked yet, but it's almost fully booked. So Jac, better plan when you wanna have another 'Babes only' day-out. Anyway, Daddy called and told me that we'll be going back to Sibu for Grandmama's birthday, so I absolutely cannot wait. Although it's the beginning of my exam week, I'm so up for the holidays now. My holiday-mood is in the air, babeh. Can you feel my aura...? *narrows eyes, lips that goes X and hands like trying to get you to smell perfume*

Mr. Richard or whoever thought of this stupid idea, is being a bitch. Eventhough we finished our test, we can't go home! We had to stay till 3.35 when our test finishes at 9.45. For heaven's sake, are you trying to kill us?! It's bad enough our examination time is freaking long and we gotta sit there and do shit. Screw y'all. Well, I had my English Composition test, my History test. And that's it. -.- On Monday there'll be BM, Math PMR and UEC. Die chin chin.

I would like to announce... that my beloved uncle is err, 48 was it? I forgot but anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xoxo. Haha. He is THE absolute awesome-st man ever! Well, my dad is too but we're talking about my uncle here. So yea. Hope you have a fab-tas-tic day. :))

It's been a while since I blogged, yes? Haha. Yea. It truely has. I've been busy with the piano and I was very attached to the TV. No, I didn't do much studying. But tomorrow I will. Oh, speaking of studying, I joined this Faith Quiz thingo organized by the MYCS? I have this study notes that I've been reading and this so reminds me that I need to do some research.. hmm. Gotta Wiki it up. And! I saw Angels&Demons with Paul and Sheryl the other day and man did I absolutely fell in love with Rome. It's such a historical, beautiful place man. I definitely gotta go there when I get older or something. Okay, I guess I gotta stop here. If I get the chance I'll blog again tomorrow. Toodles now! LOVEs.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009
This is a sickness that will never be cured.

It's a sickness deep within me. I don't think anyone noticed. Especially her. How can she not notice? I don't want to ruin their time together but I wanted that day to be for us babes. You knew and yet you still do it. For heaven's sake, you even asked me. Just hand me a paper bag and I'll be out of your way. Go on, leave. I don't care. It used to be just us 2. I'm happy that now it's 4 of us. But, you're drifting away. 

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We made it clear, Friends come first. And you agreed.

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Friday, May 15, 2009
When you said it this time, I felt like it meant a whole lot.

P.S. This is crap.

It's 4A.M right now. And I feel like it's only 9P.M. Well, technically I blame Mr. M for sending me that message which made me think a lot. He's sooo gonna get it from me later in the morning. Actually, I don't really know what to say anymore. When I was stirring around on my bed, I was thinking like, tons of stuff then I figured it'll be better if I wrote it down? But.. As you can see, I've got nothing. Sigh. So anyway, I'm gonna go read manga now. At least one episode. xP 

Good Morning, moonlight.

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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Your needs? What about MY needss?!

I thought of something and I got that 'phrase'-which is my title, from a movie or something. Fairy odd-parents, was it? Ah, pish posh. I don't know.

Well, as you can see, I didn't make another post of my 'today' which was said in my previous post cos I was sort of pissed and I hell wanted to SDO. And as a result, I wasn't mad anymore but it was late already. So, yea. I didn't manage to get to it. Anyway, School. How do I start... First, they're playing horrible, ear-deafing music during recess from horrible, cheap speakers. Dato' said it was suppose to be 'soothing'. To hell with that! I had to shout to communicate with my friends, for cryin' out loud! Second, we're doing awfully lots of revision. I actually LISTENED during the revision for KH. I think I might actually have a shot in passing it. xP Geo.. Not very hopeful. My Geo teacher didn't come today and I was so up for Geo I actually brought my book. And no I usually don't bring it since I never barely listen in her class. KH too. I only brought the freaking fat text book ONCE throughout the whole 2009. Haha. xP O well, at least I do notes! *waves note books at you* As for History, haih... Not a chance. Haha. Science, I was pretty suprise I remembered so much. Except for the UEC one. Like, err, the biceps starts from which bone and ends at which bone. That. I don't really remember cos I didn't study the bones. xP Math, I will pass but I cant guarantee an A. *bite lower lip* I. Have. To. Ace. IT!!

Tomorrow.. *drum rolls* Is..... RRSS DAY! Put your hands up. In the ayer! Haha. It means we get to dress however we want to. (Well, not EXACTLY how we want to. Of course, the sexy-smexyness' out.) I might just wear a tee and jeans/shorts. I don't know whats up, but seems like 2009, I don't care about anything. Last year, I was all, "WHAT TO WWEEEARRRR??!?!?!" and this year I'm all, "Just wear tee and jeans la." Haha. O well, it's an utterly boring and dull year, yes?

Anyway, I'll definitely blog about it. x) It has been a while since I read mangas so I'm gonna go read them now. :) TOODLES!

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Jazz on!


Our whole gang. xP


I LOVE THE GUY BESIDE ME! and guess what. His name's Guy too! HAHA. He plays the accordion. *nods*


Chels made my pimples go away!


The sex-a-phone guy's hot too. Rawr.


Me, Chels and the clowns! I love them too. Although they creeped me a lil.


Lewis being interviewed!


Me and Bel.


Toilet pic. xP


Slacking around on the beach.

OMG. I utterly l-o-v-e the Jazz Festival. Especially the France band. They are smokin' hawt! *squeaks at the 'hawt' word* I l-o-v-e them. VERY VERY MUCH! The Dites 34! Rock my world. Anyway, I went there with Jamie and I wasn't even ready and she came already. Like, wth. I just got out of the bathroom still brushing my teeth and she called already. Haha. And I had to fix my make up at the hotel. Bleh. I wore a DRESS. Haha. A flowery one. I had blast there. The fish fingers from the Seahorse Bistro stall was nice too. That was my dinner by the way. Haha. And we went to the beach. Lots of times. Even at night. Theo was there too and he worshipped a tiki torce. >.> It was funny though. Okay, I'll do another post about today cos I got pics to upload. Toodles! The website to the Dites'! --> http://www.dites34.com/

P.S. Actually there're some more pics in my phone. But I'm so lazy to upload them. So Enjoy!

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Friday, May 8, 2009
Heh?

Isn't it PRETTY?! I love it.

But it looks nasty here. xP

Ok, the title is just something I made up. I have no idea what to name this post after. Well, the Dance Crew(school dancing people) just started our first dance practice at a studio we rented. It was fun. I sort of had a dance off with one of the babes. xP Alvynna and the others had been dancing since after school which is 1.15? Till 8 at night. Haha! I've only joined them at 5. Well, not exactly. They came at 6 but while waiting I started dancing already. So yea. After dancing, Alvy's mum dropped us off at Parkson. Us = Racheal, Garnette, Joyce, Me, Antonia, Jasmine and Angeline. Neh, I had that dance off with Antonia. Haha. It all started with, "Bring it babe!" Haha. Then I followed Angeline home. And man was I exhausted. But I did get my chores done. :)

F. I'm messed up. Me and Alvy.

See that monkey there. Drink water/peace/squat/smiling.

Bring out the trumpets and slick black shoes cos it's time. For. Jazz Festival. Yea, I'm totally going. I wanted to dress all jazzy.. But, the babes said they're all wearing dresses. So, I'm wearing a dress too! Yea yea. Some people might go, "OMG?! EMMA?! in A dress?! *peng*" But Jamie's used to it, although I don't wear dresses often. But whatev, you know.

Pic's will be up today, cos I need to update the songs in my phone. Teehee. x) Have an awesome people! Remember to use every minute of your day. You might not know when something's gonna happen. Maybe tomorrow'll be end of the world, or your lover will be gone. Or maybe you'll suffer from some disgusting disease. :)

Joyce said I look like my bro here. Wth.

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Love is a riddle.

Gah. School once again. Haters. Blek. Anyway, I utterly suck in guitar. Hell, I don't even know how to strum (double gah). And I haven't touch the piano for a whole week (triple gah). But luckily I've started studying, so there wouldn't be a forth gah. Haha. Screw you.

I think. We're back on. Or something. It's like, on and off and on and off. But I think it's a serious business now. :) I hope it is. I hope he's not lying either. >.>

I don't exactly have much to say.. I just went online to ask Lester some stuff about guitar. He said he'll teach me if I pay him RM50 for 3 classes per week with no time limit. I figured it was good enough.. So, I said I'll consider. I can actually learn from my cousins too.. But, I don't see them often? So. Yea. That is like, in November? 'Cos he's still in NZ. Guess I can't play The Best Day for Mama during Mothers' Day (as I said, I suck).

I'm trying to work out everyday now for the concert. In case any costume requires me to show some parts. So. Yea. Well, I skipped today since I went dancing and I sweated hell lot. And I smell like, *sticks tounge in disgust* stanky. Right now, I need my shower and I gotta go back to studying! Tonight I'm gonna study maths. And if I'm not tired yet, geo. Bleh.

Toodles, earthlings.

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Sunday, May 3, 2009
We party hard. Screw you.

I l-o-v-e LMAO. Thanks to Chelss! They are full of absolute 100% awesome-ness babeh! Song of the week : Shooting star - LMAO *head banging gesture*

Yesterday Chels stayed till, iono, almost 2200? Hmm. Well we had a total freak out from talking about ghost stuff. Like, if there's a elf/dwarf asked you to go in a tree with you, DO NOT go in. And all that stuff. Like, don't point at plants at night, or don't disturb salt when you spilled it on the corner of your new house or somethin' like that. *goosebumps* Plus I was sitting like, right in front of the window in my study room, and. Chels was facing me and she's always looking behind me like something's behind me or something! FREAKKKAAYY. We talked a lot too. Planning about whether we should have a 70s party or a masquerade party. They're both awesome themes but it's the budget problem and all that stuff. We watched New Police Story too. Starring Jackie Chan! Then I was drinking Aloe Vera drink and I asked Chels if she wanted some so I gave her a small glass right. And end up, she didn't finish and I told her to leave it cos I want it. So then... When I scoop some aloe vera from Chels' cup, guess what I saw. A freak ass fly. Luckily I saw it. *sticks tongue out in disgust*

Hmm. My aunt from Brunei asked me and brother if we wanted to go to some talk at Grace Methodist last night, and trust me, I wanted to go. But Chels was still around and I don't think it was a good idea to bring her along so I reject the invitation. Guess they're in town. I wanted to go to like, play around with my cousins. Thinking of it just makes me miss the times we had in Sibu. Haha. We'll be in our mini cc (cousins' room), gaming. Especially that time, when Abel (one of my cousin) was playing Halo. Haha. It was like, all tensions are up. Even the people watching were all like, anxious la! Scary man.. Haha. Well I can't imagine if he was playing F.E.A.R. Wait, is that the name? Anyway, it has something to do with the word 'fear'. Then, last CNY, me, brother and Abel were watching Slit-mouthed Woman, and Dark water. Did it scare the hell outta me. Hah... good times.. good timeess..

Tomorrow, SCHOOL. MID TERM. ARGH. I. HATE. MID TERMS. I still haven't started studying. Guitar and piano kept me away from the books. Especially SDO. GG. haha. Anyway, I'm gonna go try to play again since just now dc. Then I promise I'll do my homework and some revision. SOME. :)

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Saturday, May 2, 2009
You're totally welcome.

Thanks to Bran for helping me clean the place yesterday! I hope y'll had a fab-a-tas-tic day yesterday. I hell don't wanna mention why I mean it that way. So screw it and move on.

Can my day get any worse? I totally expect today to be absolutely awesome but turned out to be mashed potatoes. Let's start from yesterday, shall we? Well, someone was all emo, not much people ate which is something I disliked. Like, c'mon. People bring food to eat and no one eat? What gives? Moving on, all four of our friendship between each other is in jeopardy. Someone's pissed at me and I just wanna talk and explain it to her but she's not willing to let me. Someone still doesn't get things and I feel the need to straighten things up with her before I lose it again. Mid term's coming up and I hell don't want to fail my math which obviously is gonna happen. So, sum it all up? Hell just broke lose and a waterfall of chaos is pouring out.

Argh. Yea, you can get mad at me for saying all that if you want. I don't care. Some of you don't even have the right to be mad at me. Some of you, well, depends on which situation we're talking. And. Sigh. I just hate it that we all turned out this way. We used to be an awesome gang. I don't want to blame the ones who put us in flames but really. I don't know anymore, y'know.

Period.

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