Thursday, October 29, 2009
Forget the days you had with him.
I want to hate you so much right now. So damn badly. I want to spit those ugly words in your face. Right now. It's not funny and the sadness you filled me with before, was enough to bare with and now, you just filled me with pure anger. I wasted my breath telling you I love you, I wasted my time talking about how committed and devoted you are, I wasted that space in my heart for you.I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you. - Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you. - Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I can't fully give you my love yet.
Okay, guess I didn't have to wait till the 200th post. haha. I'm not really sure what to feel now. Sure it's great that it happened but, will it be like before? I have no clue. And Pixie Alvynna's all, "Go out sooner the better" LOL. Right. I think this song really suits my status now. :D Fall into pieces- Avril Lavigne.Tomorrow we'll do some make-up presentation. Haha. Meaning I'll need to bring some make-up! YAY~ actually, I'm not really happy about it cos I gotta show people my precious colourful cosmetics. haha. And I'm sure Nette will stick her finger in it like a tester. :\ Anyway, I gotta go shower and call Jamie. A lil one-on-one talk. :D
This Friday there'll be a dinner party. I'm TOTALLY EXCITED TO GO! Finally I can dress pretty! :D But, sadly, he won't be my date. T.T I forgive you though. :( Pictures will probably be uploaded.
Toodles!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Dance with your enemies.
Hey people. First of all firsts, I wanna apologize for not updating. But! I have a reason. This post will be my number 196 and I want the 200th post to be reserved for "US". So, I'm waiting. The other reason is that, somehow, whenever I visit my blog, the feeling of him hurting me returns. And I don't really enjoy that feeling. I don't know why. I think I'm obsessed with you. :OAnyway, there isn't much to say either. I'm gonna have this dinner party this 30th. And I'm super hyped! I asked him to go with me, but he can't. :( My outfit? Definitely planned! I think it's nice? But I'm not sure what shoes. Haha. We'll see. I hope there'll be hawt guys there. Cos I'll be going with Alvynna and her bf. Ain't hell I'm gonna be light bulb. Never ever again. Ugh.
Anyway, I gotta go. Going to church. On a Saturday? yea. Some briefing thingo for tomorrow. I'm still considering whether to join the choir or not. If I do, I'll be alone. If I don't... Well, no consequences? But it's better too but I don't wanna be alone! T.T
Toodles.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Alone in this bed,
Although I'm totally excited and a lil nervous about this Sunday, I just hope it'll be fun and not awkward. I don't know if I should wait for you after what you did to me but I have that feeling of wanting to wait. But, is it worth it? Will you just leave me after you had your fun? And I certainly hope you do not forget about this Sunday. After SPM said he. Really? You mean it?Well, I don't really have anything to say besides that. I actually blogged cos it has been ages and not that I have anything to say. So. yea. Anyway, going dancing later. As usual. Got a party to attend to later... Hope it'll be funnn! Gonna take lotssss of pics!
I'll blog about it someday. Or perhaps not. We'll see. Toodles!