Friday, June 26, 2009
Does it mean something?
I watched the proverbial sunriseComing up over the Pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there!
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line?
Well, I never should've crossed it
Stop right there!
Well, I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Had finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line?
I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
Stop right there!
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line?
Well, I never should've crossed it
Stop right there!
Well, I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for (Sorry for) the person I became
I'm sorry that (Sorry that) it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to (Ready to) be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance You gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me
So sorry for (Sorry for) the person I became
So sorry that (Sorry that) it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to (Ready to) be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been. - Relient K.
Thanks for introducing it to me.
Clawing my way out of the grave?
What the hell is happening to me.... Why you like him when he's so.. Ugh? Hello, if I knew I wouldn't be all, like this! Leave me alone. Concert is on the way. In fact, it's tomorrow. Wth. Haha. I've been praticing for the whole freaking week and I'm so tired. Tomorrow's plan! Morning, ballet till 1P.M, to the salon, go home, shower, make-up, concert! THEN. haha. Go party with Jac and some other babes. MAYBE. I haven't asked Mummy-kins yet. And sleep over in Imperial Mall. Haha. Maybe we can like, swim in the middle of the night or something. Then gotta go home for church, maybe rest a lil' then get ready for concert again. Bleh. Should I even go partying? I'll die if I do. But it's once in a life time..... I might meet hunks... Omg, should I go? WTF. But I'm sorta broke... I know! I'll ask my side-kick.... JAMIE!
Okay, I'll let you know how it went in my next post. I'm playing SuperPoke! Pets now. It's... pretty lame. But whatev. So nothing much to say, toodles!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Maybe I'll make a lil' magic under the moonlight.
Nette and me during breakfast.
Xiao za bo enjoying the wind after work.
During Gawai pratice in school.
Me, Stef and Jac at the Fun fair.
Going dinner at Sibu
Going dinner again in Sibu
Going dinner again in Sibu
First, I would like to apologize for not updating for I don't know how long. So let's see what've you people missed... I went to this Charamastic camp with my cousin L.J. It's some family camp. Brother was suppose to go too but he wasn't feeling too well. It was fun. I met a few new friends, gain extra faith in God, grew fatter from all the food and.... yea. It was at Park City Everly. Sweet? Totally. What type of camp goes to a 4-star hotel right? Well, I don't know, this is my first time 'camping' in a hotel. Anyway, the Pastor was really, REALLY funny, I tell 'ya. Omg, the last night of the seminar I was laughing my head off. Lol. I absolutely can't wait for Father Stan's. Mummy said I could stay over night at the hotel. xD Anyway, I didn't get to sleep over with my cousin cos... well, let's just say I was all that comfortable. Plus the first night, I was devastatingly exhausted and I just wanted to sleep in my own bed. So yea.
Today was our first day rehearsaling at Dewan Suara for our up coming concert~~ We actually got in. Suprisingly. I don't know why is it suprising but whatev. It was been awfully tiring. Tomorrow I gotta go pick up our costume and mummy said we're not gonna pick it up until everyone pays. Wtf. O well, I'll pick it up in the afternoon then. This weekend's our concert by the way.
Hmm. That's it actually. Wait, lemme check if I got pics to upload. I didn't take any pics during the camp. Sorray~ *checking* Oh! yea I do. To the pics!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
When will I see your face again?
It's raining.And when the wind blows, it smells like pee (guess Apple pee-d somewhere outside the window)
It 10.38 A.M now, and I just woke up like, 15 minutes ago. Lol. It has been awhile since I slept that long. Everyone's out and I'm hungryy. *shruggs* You snooze, you lose. So whatev. Anyway, I made my own Facebook~ Teehee. It's been okay. The surveys are really random. From What's position are you in bed to What's your dinosaur name. Wth right? Haha. O well. OH YEA! I totally forgot I'm suppose to upload pics.... But I'm facebooking now so next time! Haha. xP Anyway, I'm gonna go play Pet Society now. Watever that is. Haha. Looks fun. Toodles.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
It's the endd.
Hi-di -ho people! It's been a while since I've blogged. Been busy and also the pc wouldn't work when I wanted to online. Anyway, this is how it acted. I went online at first right, then something was wrong and it was super laggy. So I decided to disconnect it then connect it again. When I wanted to connect it again, it gave me some stupid error. So I gave up after trying gazillion times then when my bro came back, of course, he went to the computer room. And he could online. -,-So! Lately I've been going a lot at night. When Embago, Fun fair, some illegal place (Teehee). I went with Chong, Stef, Richard and Jac. Jon and his friend, Sean came too. But at first I went to Jac's place to have dinner then Sean came to pick us up. It was fun! The fun fair especially. We rode on the swing-you-from-low-to-high-up-in-the-air, the Ferris wheel (it was indeed boring), and that turn-around-and-bounce thingo. There was a shuffler shuffling in the middle of that turn/bounce thingo. Haha. It's such an adrenaline-rush and go-high typo ride. That was last Saturday by the way. Then on Sunday I stayed at home like a goodie-two-shoes because the night before I got home at like, 12 A.M plus? Haha. Then on Tuesday, it was just me, Chong, Jac at first. Then Richard joined us. We were suppose to go Ice City? But didn't. Anyway, we went to Boulevard and some promoter freak grabbed me and started sapu-ing some cream on my hand and explaining how it works and shit. Like, wtf is THAT?! Eek much. And I guess he grabbed me cos I.. Have pimple problems. -.- Bastard. Luckily I didn't get any rash or such. Haha.
Last night Jac slept over my house in a sudden. And she's sitting beside me singing. xP Last few days I've been dancing and have been utterly exhausted. On Monday, I left the house at 7 something and we girls had a lil breakfast of our own in school. Haha. I brought Alvy and Cindy to the tailor and we ended up getting lost. LOL. It was our first time using a bus okay! We ended up at Boulevard and I called mummy to send us to the tailor. xP The second day, which was yesterday, I brought the rest of the girls to have their measurement. And I think all that weary walks are dislocating my ankle. Haha. Seriously, omg. I even got sunburnt! SUNBURNT! I don't get sunburns unless I'm training! Omg. O well. Bogus.
Pics will be uploaded in my next post if I've got nothing to say. Toodles and Good day!
Friday, June 5, 2009
Tell me about it.
Is 2009 boring, or is it boring? Tell me it's boring.Recently nothing happened, I'm not going out except for Ladies day-out this coming Sunday, Tuesday we're gonna bring Mango and Apple to the beach and go have family dinner. And that's it for my holiday. My dance practice doesn't count but I will be all exhausted and stuff. Anyway, I'm pretty lazy too. I was suppose to get my phone fixed today but I didn't cos, 1) The sun was barbecue-ing me, 2) Aunty May was the one who picked me up after my dancing class. Yes, it's a Friday and I had ballet replacement. Fyi, dance practice and dance class are two different thing. Practice = school concert dance. Class = my ballet. So yea. Just making things clear.
Since there isn't much going on, I have nothing to blog about. Sucks, right? Totally. This is like, talking to myself or something (lols). Let's see... Brother just got one of his molars out for bracing. So when he talks its like, "Wha??" x) Cos when my mum called to ask me to ask my bro whether he wants porridge or soup and rice right, I asked him and when we say porridge is moi. I'm not sure if it's baby word or hokkien or whatev but he said moi and I thought he asked why. And I said mummy wants to know la. And he was like, I shhedd MOII. Lol. So yea. Okay, that was so lame.
I think I'll end here. Nothing to say. Bleh. Toodles. Gonna SDO. GG.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
When I see you cry, it makes me smile.
Hey all! I are back from Sibu. It wasn't as fun as CNY but it was.. not bad. *does the 'ok ok la' hand gesture* Anyway, I'm gonna list down all the lessons I learned!Lesson number :
1) Without Aaron & Abel there = torture.
2) I learned a few Foo Chow words! *cheers* He-Za! But I forgot. xD
3) The clouds' shape I've seen on the way to Sibu, mostly they're all weird. But awesome!
4) We went to feed fishes at some park and I now know, you should buy outside fish food instead of from the park. Cheaper, know?
5) I learned... that I love Grandma's birthday cake! x]
6) Grandad couldn't attend my auntie's performance which has dinner because his teeth are worn out so I had to replace him. And I had to dance too! xP It was okay, I guess.
7) Met daddy's playmate? I forgot what was she to daddy but anyway, yea, playmate at my aunt's performance dinner. And also Aunty Wendy! She's nice... :)
8) I realize, the dress I wore to the Jazz Festival-which I'm suppose to wear to Granny's birthday dinner... IT'S UGLLEEEHH.
9) Tutu fishes can live even without water! Shocking! :O
10) I also learned that Daddy.. He's like an ah-long. The way he talks on the phone. So yea.
11) Also, whenever someone asks me what my dad does.. I say, "A-Z plus plus". xD
12) I've also decided my futucha! I'm gonna go learn a lil of hair styling, then I'm gonna go learn more dancing!
13) Apollo cakes are awesome! *head banging gesture*
14) ...........
I think I'm out. Lol. I gotta go read my friends' blog. Maybe read manga too. *thumbs up* Toodles.