Anyway, I was so frustrated last night that I couldn't go to sleep cos I wanted so badly to tell mother I didn't want to continue my tuition as it burdens me. -.- So I got up and went downstairs and asked her. At first she protested, of course, then she said ok. THEN. This morning she was all...
On the way to school...
Mum : Ah mei ar,
Me : Yea?
Mum : about the tuition thing, I don't think it's a good idea. What happens if you fail?
Me : *pretending to claw my eyes out* I won't la... And it's only for a month until I get my periodic 2 results! I dont waaaannnnnntttttt....... *whines like some spoil brat*
Mum : I still don't think it's a good idea.
Me : aaaaaaahhhhh... I donttttt wwwwaaaannnnttttttt.... *whines even more*
Mum : *silence*
After school I asked mum if I had to go tuition and I started whining again. Haha. I just realized that I was acting like a total spoiled, annoying, stubborn brat. But seriously, I rather wash dishes everyday-which I do, than go to stupid tuition! *frowns* Gah.
So, I've finished This Lullaby and Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen. It's a book by the way. I think I wanna talk about Lock and Key for my second english oral. It's so saddening. First, Ruby's dad left them, then her sis-Cora, then her own mum just dissapeared! And then Ruby found out the truth about her mum's hidden secret. Then her bf-Nate, has an abusive dad! Gosh. Some messed up story. It's a really nice story though. Happy ending. :) Now reading some book that I can't believe I would read named, Love me, Love me not. Gosh. It's such.. like, typical teen girls book. Ugh. I so can't wait for Blue Bloods second and third book to come and Vampire Academy's third book. My.. err, what's that word? eager-ness? Ah, screw it. All I'm saying is that, I can't wait to continue reading vampire books. They're always soo... Blood lust. Nge. Yea, I prefer that typo lust than normal lust. Say whatever you want. That's ME! x))
I downloaded Lucky by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Calliat since last weekend and now, it's still searching. ARGH. Stupid Ares. Best song of the week! I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About - Mayday Parade. Yea, title's long huh. Love the song. Lyric's down there. ENJOY while I go do that research. Toddles.
And we both go down together
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
and never let go
well i'm thinking of the worst things
that i could say to you
but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe meyou never let go
but i let go
i could only sing you sad songs
and you could sing along
and you could see the melody
that's been calling out your wrongs
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
but i never told you everything
i'm losing hope and fading dreams
and every single memory along the way
and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go
and we both go down together
and stay there forever
just try to get up
and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go. - Mayday Parade.