"Where's the tray?! Where's the utensils?! Where is everything?!?! This was suppose to be the night of my life and it's ruined because of YOU!"

Sweet chilli mango CHEESE BALL! yea Jamie, remember.

Moo-a-li-cious!

Be afraid vampia! Well, too bad its onions. And man were they huge.

Mum said these might be for dogs. -.-"

Healthy burgers. They're as big as.. well, bigger than both my fists that is.

So, came home at 2100+ and msg till 2300+ then sleep. As for today, went shopping with mother in Servay. Then we went to Ng Sing Hap. Me and John stayed in the car. Then went to Maxim pick up and drop off some stuff. Then home. Got ready for badminton and headed to Sheryl's. I played.. quite ok, I guess. Sweated quite a lot too. And I definitely will have a bad ache tomorrow. It has been forever since I exercise. Hmmm. So then went back to Sheryl's. Ate a lil'. Her mum's cooking isn't that bad. The curry(which I mistaken as ka-cha-ma) was nice. Haha. Tomorrow gonna help mum make oreo cheese cake for the house blessing... lalala. And man.. My mum was telling me this in the car right. She said that I had to wrap the fork & spoons for the party. And I'm like, WHAT? why? they're/we're gonna use them anyway. And I ended up actually wrapping them. "NO! put lower! NO! you have to twist more so that it won't open. NOO! like this! *shows an example of one she did* -.- If she wants it so prefect, you're on your own woman. Ish. Annoying and ridiculous. Anyway, I don't really have much to say. So this is our good byes. After the party I'll blog again. And Twilight is coming out this THURSDAY! which is the day of the house blessing. Way the go, mum. Anyway, I'll be going on Friday with Jac and Sheryl. Maybe some other friends too. So stay tuned! Bye. Hope you enjoy the pics.

No, I got no more dreams I wanna share alright. So, I was Wiki-ing again just now and I went to look on that movie/book, Pride and Prejudice. Cos' I bought this book quite a while ago which is called, Me and Mr. Darcy, but I never finished it so I wanna finish it during the holidays. My point is.. I have no idea who's 'Mr. Darcy' cos I never read the book nor saw the movie. So I went to read the plot and I half understand half don't understand. Nge. So, I was thinking of renting/buying CDs to watch at home since my holiday is being half wasted and half used. And I wanna make a full use of it, so, I'm not just gonna sit at home, flipping through the channels for the whole afternoon. So, I was thinking of getting the CD of Pride and Prejudice. Hope I can get it. Any recommandation on super fa-ta-bo-lous movies? TY.

No, I didn't go to badminton today cos' there was a mammoth mass in the Indoor Stadium and finally, me and Jac got together and man, did we talk! She told me her update and I told her my update. We had a great time. Well, I did. I'm not really sure about her. She was pretty depress. So, actually I wanted to follow her car back but noooo. Mother just had to leave half way through the mass and we couldn't continue our girl talk. Thanks a lot mum. So after we left, we went to Grand Palace to eat. It was not so fa-ta-bo-lous, but satisfying. Then rushed home cos I was THHIISSS close to be missing the Twilight Premier in Australia on E! News. And Taylor A.K.A Jacob the 'werewolf' is SINGLE! But I'm not interested. I think Jackson Rathbone who plays Jasper Cullen is way hotter. Edward too. Carlisle too! haha. Well, tomorrow me and the crew(family) will be going down to Brunei. To do shopping? But seriously, what in God's name can you buy there? Besides groceries that is. So, now I'm watching movie thrillers and feeling pretty pathetic. I don't know why. I think I should plan to go to Speedy in Parkson/Boulevard/Imperial next week or something. And also, I wanna hang around in Belle's. Gotta get myself some books. And maybe some other stuff. I think the manga and anime has to be put an end. I rather watch movies and read books then watch anime and read mangas. Maybe after I finish Special A, if there's somemore episodes. Anyway, that's all for today. Might blog about tomorrow.

-Bye-

"Mama, I want to be just like that woman when I grow up" I told mother after she read me a story from my favourite bed time storybook, Under the Window, while pointing at a picture of a woman at the last page of the book. The author of the book. Yes, I wanted to be an author. -Another similar dream of Emma.

YES! I had another dream of me being an author! Like, wtf?! EMMA?! Writting a book?! HAHAHA! Yea, when I woke up I thought it was a joking dream but come to think of it, it's not so bad, you know. While standing at the sink, washing dishes, I was looking out the window ahead of me and thought. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea after all. Being an author... DREAM ON KID! But I think I'll drop the medical idea and go for the literatures. Even if I have to sit in a class in UK, listening to bunch of stories about famours writers. It's cool, you know. But of course, my Plan B still remains Plan B and untold. *grins*

So, this morning in a long time. On a Saturday morning, I was suppose to be listening to songs, reading. But instead, since I didn't had a book to read, I ran downstairs and switched on the PC and went on Wikipedia! I search of The Lost Colony in the late 60s that I got from Blue Bloods since it was true. I didn't get a single thing I read. Anyway, moving on, I also searched on Sarah Dessen, a quite famous writer of young adults. I think she's quite famous, or she is famous? o.o Anyway, then I went to read all the overview of all her books. And the book, Someone Like You, That Summer, and Keeping the Moon sounds so interesting. But of course, I can't get all of the books. Usually I jsut borrow from Jamie. Since she's the one who wants a collection. But of course again, I'm not using her. I just can't get those books due to money chaos alright. I have my reasons. So moving on again.. Although I saw this movie, This Holiday, like tons of times it still gets in me, you know. It's just so sweet! And Jude Law? H-U-N-K-I-E! He is hot. Oh ya, speaking of my future fantasies, I must and will go to London to study! If not study, at least go for a vacation there. I love it that they have that english accent. I envy that. A lot. Yes, I love english accent. *nods* Maybe I'll start off here, in Curtin or something, and IF I do get in Curtin, if in Perth they have a dance school, I'll consider moving there. It'll be awesome. And of course, I want to keep my dancing! My sports can go. I have enough of that. It's not fun anymore.

So I finished reading Blue Bloods already and so wanting Masqurade. Jamie's gonna borrow some more books which she was suppose to pass it to me today but she forgot. So whatever. I hope I can get it tomorrow. It sucks to not read before going to bed or after waking up. Well, for me. I'm also currently reading a manga named Special A. I haven't finish though. And I can play parts of River Flows in You already but it's not entirely correct so I just gotta wait and actually follow the scores that my brother printed out. Oh ya, speaking of piano. I'm starting my piano class next week! Monday. I'm so up for that! And tomorrow me and Sheryl and maybe some other do-thats are going to play some badminton in Pujut 2's badminton court. Hope mum could drive me up. :\ So now, I've set a new goal. Ace literature in school, get in Curtin, continue to ace literature, get in Perth's Curtin. Mission accomplish. Maybe drag Jamie or Sheryl along or something. :DD Teehee. What? They're my buds ok. So it's literature first, then my dancing, then my piano. Then comes my other studies. Or should piano and my other studies come equally same? @.@ Anyway, that's all for today! I'm gonna go more Wiki-ing. If not, then I'm gonna go get more info about Twilight, OR I'll go read my manga.

So Toodles.

So I've been Tagged by Grace. Thankx! :D

8 Facts/Stuff about me.

1. I have blue nails.
2. I also have bright green nails! :D
3. I think don't think I can ever go on a diet. :/
4. I'm gonna be 14 next year's October! :DD
5. I'm gonna go watch Twilight with any babes I can drag along with! But Sheryl's definitely coming. LIKE IT OR NOT SHERYL BABEHHH!
6. Anyway, I gotta admit. This year. My first year in secondary school. I've been a bad girl. *nods*
7. OH YA! The most obvious fact about me! I can't believe I've forgotten about it. Nge. It's that.... I 'MA PIMPLE FACE! :DD *double thumbs-up
8. o.o I like playing with the webcam too. *points* *Jamie's awkward head gesture* Do your tang, girl! xD

[It was pitch black. I found myself sitting in someone's car. I realized I was blind-folded by something with a sweet scent-it was definitely not perfume, but instead, a natural odour. The road was like the high tides in the sea. I had no idea where we were heading. I asked, but no reply. I even screamed but anonymous just covered my mouth with his colossal hands. They smelled exactly like the blind-fold. Once we reached our destination, anonymous stepped out and helped me out the car. I nearly tripped as the distance between the ground and the step was so far apart but anonymous was there to catch me. Anonymous also leaded me to somewhere I still had no idea. Finally, it took of the blind-fold and I nearly fainted. We were on a cliff with a candle-litted table on the edge. I looked to my right and finally saw anonymous' face. It was Him. He gave me a warm smile. "Sorry it's not all perfect, but this is the best I could think of." I tried to smile back but I felt droplets of water about to burst out of me. It was the most.. no word can describe it. The view was superb. The lights of the city, the moonlight shinning on the cliff, everything. Perfect. We sat, ate, talked, and of course, laughed. He told me what he did to prepare this and some things about his family. It was interesting to know more about someone off the edge of a cliff while having dinner with an amazing view. He finally put down his napkin and said, "Emma, did you know why I did this?" I shrugged and He continued. "I did this because.. You are the most vulnerable thing now. What I want to say is..." He cut off and looked in my eyes like it was something hard to say. "You don't have to say it if you don't want to, you know." I said seeing the look on his face. "No, I must. It's the right time. Just.. Give me a minute." I sat there waiting while I gazed off to the magnificient view. He signed and said "I must go." I looked at him in shock. What did he just said? "I know we just met once. But it's dangerous being around me. After tonight, I won't be seeing you ever again. I brought you here because I wanted to meet you so badly that I won't just leave without knowing who you were. I'm sorry. But this is going to be a big mystery for me. Don't come looking for me. I will come back for you. Please understand." After that, He just left without meeting my eyes. I sat there waiting. I didn't know what I was waiting for but, the matter that He was gone hadn't hit me yet. He's not coming back. Go home. I signed and saw that He left the keys to the car that we rode in before. I grabbed it and ran to the car. Sobbing. He left.]

Dramatic isn't it? Yeaa, I had a dream of the opposite of it. He said 'I love you' instead of saying 'I must go'. Nge. Well it's just a part I remembered. And this isn't the first time I dreamed about him, SHERYL. I'm sorry alright. But it's reality. I really think I'm all over him. Anyway, I painted my nails dark blue! :D No pics. And sorry that I suck in the 'story-writting'. And it isn't as touching as whoever is better than me. Newbie ok. So that's it for today. Fyi, I'M NO LONGER A VEGE-PERSON! NGE.

Peace out.

Every Saturday morning.

Check out the red-licious nails. Loli = kills. To me that is.
*I missed out one pic and I can't find it anymore so forget it. TY.*

Quote of the day:

'How those it taste? bitter, acidic, acerdic. What do you think?'



Seriously, this orange juice my mum said was nice is NOT nice. It's tasteless! Acidic too. It's melting my tongue down my throat. Fyi THIS Picks up my glass and press it against Lester's face is the orange juice I'm talking about LESTER LAI! But still refreshing. Cheers. Anyway, so today is Sunday-Macday! Oh I'm sorry for being rude. Let me explain, it's Sunday-Macday cos I'm making mac and cheese. =D Although I didn't expect it to be that way. But it was ok. Last night I was searching for song lyrics. And this song title suddenly appeared in my head so I went to check it out and man was the lyrics mashing! Well for me that is. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield. http://artists.letssingit.com/daniel-bedingfield-lyrics-if-youre-not-the-one-x5qmk6l <- Check it out.



So this morning, finishing reading Vampire Kisses 3. Now reading Vampire Kisses 4 then I'm going for the manga. Nge. Went to church, did the cooking, sweep upstairs when mum said I could do it tomorrow but noooo. "It's so dusty and dirty liao le, mei. Sweep nia la. I sweep downstairs." No I said it correctly. She said I could do it tomorrow then she changed her mind cos she thinks the house it dusty and dirty. Grumbles. Anyway, so yea.Oh ya, I did mention mum spent RM 187.something on more Crucifix. Great. And she was all, "If it doesnt suit the house I'll return it." Reached home. Looks at the altar. One of the portrait is missing. Looks around the house. Its hung up on the wall. "Doesn't look like your returning anything, mother." silence. I so wanted to add 'Don't play fool with me, mum. I'm not a kid anymore. Enough spending on the Crucifix. How many we have already, I ask you? If you didn't buy so much we can save up to RM1000+ ho. Try having second thoughts' But I was being harsh enough to Her. So just shut up and get annoyed. She's always spending things on junks and once I buy junks she keeps nagging. I'm sorry but I called it junk cos we have a lot of Crucifix already. She even spent money on STICKERS! She sticked them up in the bathroom and it looks like we're super duper uber religion-ish. I'm so freak tard sick of her. Anyway, enough on the I'm-tired-and-sick-of-you-mum thing.



So.... Ok, I got nothing better to say now. Anyway, I downloaded a bunch of songs yesterday night. Got so super obssesed with Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry. Kept listening it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over *sucks in a load of oxygen* and over again! i can even sign along. Yes, I know the lyrics after listen over and over and... Ahh you know what I mean. Same goes with So What - Pink! hahaha. Yea, yesterday I was very much in the head banging mood. Now I'm still a little in that mood. TeeHee. Ok, now I really got nothing to say. So BYE, readers.

Ngege.

Ok, so I just got back from, err.. shopping? /breakfast/drop kids at school? Nge. Anyway, we went to 88 to have our breakfast. Long time no eat there. Oh ya, I slept over last night. At Jamie's. and man, I slept at like what, 12 ++ last night and at 7 something I woke up already. Geez. But I'm suprised I'm not that tired. But I am still yawning a lot. SEE! I just yawn. TeeHee. So, after that, we went to GK, did a lil' shopping and I saw Lydia's bro! He works? Hmm. In southern by the way. Yes aaron, your lydia. If he even reads my blog. >.> So then we went to a lot of places looking for the fabric for me and Jamie's so-called tutu for ballet. We went to like what, 2-3 places before actually getting the fabric. And we got it in a florist's shop. Like, -.- Then we went back to the first shop cos we forgot to get ribbon. Oh ya, we went to the wet market too before going to shop for fabrics. But I'm glad that Aunty May can drive us around. But she just waited in the car. Thanks Eiei! And Jamie! Yea, she was all, 'you never thanked me for borrowing you my books' while we were eating. So there ya are. If she reads my blog. Anyway, so I got white while Jamie got black. At the same time mum called and asked me to go back home. I told her about the tutu and she said later she's gonna bring me to her tailor to check out. And again. Jamie's coming along. And I finally got 'River Flows in You tutorial(for stupid people)' video! Then le, when I wanted to upload it in my phone. It turned out to be a file in my phone so all I can do with it is send it to people. Like, !@#$%^&*()%^#$%@^%$&!!!! I mean, cos it's so easy to understand you know! and now I cant watch it! F*ck. Anyway, I'm still using my Celcom number cos I don't wanna reload my phone, ya-di-ya. Thinking of a way to give my blog the last and major background upgrade. If it can happen. So I guess that's about it. Gonna freaking get someone to get that freaking video able to play, go to the tailor's, pianoo~ So again, stay tuned for tomorrow's beach party post!

Alrighty! Test is officially ovvvaaaa! Ngegege.

So a lot has been happening lately, like, I finished Just Listen, Vampire Kisses 1 & 2. and guess what! I finished Vmapire Kisses 1 in like, 1 day! =DD It's kinda not the type of vampire story I wanted cos it's all typical vampire stuff. Like, the girl's a goth, weakness of vampire : garlic. Can't reflect. lalala. It's too common. Something like Twilight will always and definitely wow me. Ngege. Jamie recommended me to read Blue Bloods after I finished the Vampire Kisses. So can't wait. So I just got the news that Lester Lai Hsien Yang will be back in Miri in like what, 3 weeks? I'm NOT, I repeat, NOT excited to see him. =)) Anyway, so probably next month I'll start piano cos I can't totally wait to be able to play River Flows in You by Yiruma. So in love with it. Owh! And also He Knows My Name, Moonlight, Maybe, Love me, Indigo, Shining Smile, Love Hurts, and so so so many more! =OO So, today's the last day of test, ain't gonna go to school tomorrow, Friday gotta go back for the Prize Giving Ceremony, Monday and Tuesday not going again. Tomorrow going breakfast with Jamie as usual, going hiking in the evening with Aunty May, night time home tuition with Ms Agnes and Sheryl's coming over as well. Studying for next year in November. Awkward but, ok. Later at 2000 I'll be going over to Jamie's to learn River Flows in You, gonna eat grandma's soy sauce duck later. Just got back from jogging, long time no exercise. 2 weeks man. 2! gosh. I'm getting bigger anytime if I don't start sweating and smelling like men. Nge. No offence. So about test....

Science UEC was kinda tough but thanks to Sheryl's quick call-emma-and-give-her-notes-before-she-fails-bad call, I studied for what was coming and I can't believe even the things our teacher didn't teach came out. Like, which one is a famous antibiotic today? a) bla b) bla c) bla and d) penicilin. Like, o.o? But notes = life saver. So Thanks Sheryl, Xiao Za Bo! =D English composition? easy as peanuts please. Bm UEC was ok ok la. Not much difference from PMR. KH was like, front kinda hard cos I didn't do my revisions on the previous chapters, and the back was kinda piece of cake. So now, I'm going to hit the showers, dinner and walk over to Jamster's. No pictures today. Sorry I mean the whole week. Oh ya! mum came back from KK and she bought this nice flip flops. I haven't got the chance to take a pic of it yet. Maybe in the next post. That reminds me, this friday, me, Sheryl, and a few bunch of friends are going down to Boat Club to celebrate end of test so I definitely will have pics on that. Stay tuned!