Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Repetition.

[It was pitch black. I found myself sitting in someone's car. I realized I was blind-folded by something with a sweet scent-it was definitely not perfume, but instead, a natural odour. The road was like the high tides in the sea. I had no idea where we were heading. I asked, but no reply. I even screamed but anonymous just covered my mouth with his colossal hands. They smelled exactly like the blind-fold. Once we reached our destination, anonymous stepped out and helped me out the car. I nearly tripped as the distance between the ground and the step was so far apart but anonymous was there to catch me. Anonymous also leaded me to somewhere I still had no idea. Finally, it took of the blind-fold and I nearly fainted. We were on a cliff with a candle-litted table on the edge. I looked to my right and finally saw anonymous' face. It was Him. He gave me a warm smile. "Sorry it's not all perfect, but this is the best I could think of." I tried to smile back but I felt droplets of water about to burst out of me. It was the most.. no word can describe it. The view was superb. The lights of the city, the moonlight shinning on the cliff, everything. Perfect. We sat, ate, talked, and of course, laughed. He told me what he did to prepare this and some things about his family. It was interesting to know more about someone off the edge of a cliff while having dinner with an amazing view. He finally put down his napkin and said, "Emma, did you know why I did this?" I shrugged and He continued. "I did this because.. You are the most vulnerable thing now. What I want to say is..." He cut off and looked in my eyes like it was something hard to say. "You don't have to say it if you don't want to, you know." I said seeing the look on his face. "No, I must. It's the right time. Just.. Give me a minute." I sat there waiting while I gazed off to the magnificient view. He signed and said "I must go." I looked at him in shock. What did he just said? "I know we just met once. But it's dangerous being around me. After tonight, I won't be seeing you ever again. I brought you here because I wanted to meet you so badly that I won't just leave without knowing who you were. I'm sorry. But this is going to be a big mystery for me. Don't come looking for me. I will come back for you. Please understand." After that, He just left without meeting my eyes. I sat there waiting. I didn't know what I was waiting for but, the matter that He was gone hadn't hit me yet. He's not coming back. Go home. I signed and saw that He left the keys to the car that we rode in before. I grabbed it and ran to the car. Sobbing. He left.]

Dramatic isn't it? Yeaa, I had a dream of the opposite of it. He said 'I love you' instead of saying 'I must go'. Nge. Well it's just a part I remembered. And this isn't the first time I dreamed about him, SHERYL. I'm sorry alright. But it's reality. I really think I'm all over him. Anyway, I painted my nails dark blue! :D No pics. And sorry that I suck in the 'story-writting'. And it isn't as touching as whoever is better than me. Newbie ok. So that's it for today. Fyi, I'M NO LONGER A VEGE-PERSON! NGE.

Peace out.

2:22 AM | Akito | Perma | 0 comments