Thursday, December 25, 2008
Should I go to him?

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-Part of me says yes, part of me says no.-

[ She was leaning against a wall very farmiliar to her. She was in church. The wall next to the confession booth felt cold. He was there too. Right in front of her. Both his hands were on the wall, clenched into fists. His shoulders stiff. His face was hard too. She was wondering, 'did I just said something unpleasant?'. She couldn't remember. They kept silent for a moment. Then she realized, his stiffed shoulders relaxed, his hard face soften, his fists released. He looked at her for a minute. She thought he was going to say something so she kept quiet, not wanting to interrupt. Suddenly, he just leaned in closer to her. To her face. Oh, gosh. He's gonna...., she thought. He was looking at her. From eyes to lips and back to her eyes. Mesmerizing. He was going to lay his lips against hers. She wanted to taste the sweetness and shock so badly. But she turned away. Avoiding his eyes, she could feel he felt suprised by her actions. Why did I just did that?, she thought. I'm sorry, still not meeting his eyes. When she finally looked at him, she was expecting, confusion, pian, hurt. But, all she saw was understanding and perhaps a little disappointment. He slid his both hands off the wall and to his side without taking his eyes off hers. Go on, he thought. She hesitated and left. She grabbed her bag which was resting against another wall. She ran. When she came to the stairway, she hid herself under it to catch her breath. She thought, and thought, and thought. Too fast was the only thing printing in her mind. Too fast.
She straighten up and headed for her car in the parking lot. On the way there, she caught a glimpse of him. He was now sitting on the floor against the same wall, knocking his head with his knuckles. Should I go to him? ]

Yea, I wrote that last night on a piece of paper again. Cos brother was on the pc and I was dying to ditch the thought. So I freaking wrote it down. haha. So, I got up at 7AM just to blog before I left cos I'm leaving at 9AM and I still wanna edit pics. See how commited I am to my blog.. Haha. Yea. Well, it rained all night. I wonder if it rained early this morning. Cos dad will be driving down from Brunei. I was hoping he could bring us for a lil breakfast before heading the road. Hmm. Well, I'm all set for the trip! And one of the pics of us girls in my previous post right. I think I'm gonna develop it. Put in my room. TeeHee. Once more, I are leaving! Miss me. Haha. I had a great time at Jac's. Although I was pretty exhausted when I got home. :\ But it was worth it! :) I think this is about it. Since dad hasn't called or anything, I'm gonna do the tags Jamie/Jac/ Sheryl left me. LATER!

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