I am very indeed missing him so badly now. I wanna know more about him. I wanna see him. I wanna hug him. I wanna be with him. I wanna be involve with him. I wonder if he lets me.

I wanna say, that. Yesterday's weather was so beautiful. Beautiful's a big BIG word alright. The sky was very clear. You could actually just look up in the sky without hurting your eyes. I wanted to be on a field of grass then. With him. But I couldn't. Sad. This morning was actually the same, till afternoon. The sun as blazing out of the sky. Making shadows more visible. Burning skins to tan.

School was alright, I guess. Steven a.k.a Monkey boy, is this new transfered student in 2C was it? or 2D? Anyway, someone had a lil puppy crush on him and our classmate, Joel, knows him. Heh-heh. So, I, too, wanted his number so I could call him Monkey boy in his face. :D But unfortunately, I wrote the number in my Math textbook and left it in school. NOT that I'm interested in him ok. I have my man waiting. So, I can't disturb him today. Have to wait. I'll expose myself during CNY. Just he wait...

I went to PARKSON BINTANG PLAZA MEGA MALL just now. If that's the name. Too long till I can't even remember. It was utterly cooling and cold in there. In parkson grand, I mean. I was all new and pretty. Bright. Mum wanted to shop for her last-minute-cny-outfit. So we started from highest floor all the way down! And on the way down, guess who I saw. KIDDO CLOWNS! They startled me and I nearly screamed! colourful, short clowns! OO: But after seeing them a few times, they're pretty cute. Adorable. The way they act when they're out to look for kids hanging around the kids department to give out balloons. So cute. And when a bunch of kids on the escalator saw them, they waved. SO ADOWEBBLLLEEE! gosh. I wanted to take a pic with them. But, nahh. I'll get my pic next time. Just you wait, kiddo clowns. Just you wait... The fitting room, as Grace & Jamie said, ARE pretty! I cam whored too. xP