[ I found myself sitting on a bar outside church. I was wearing full black with a hat on my lap. Who died? I wondered. I realized, in my chest, I was aching. Really bad. It hurt like a stake being pierced in my heart. I kept my head low and my eyes on the floor. Out of the blue, a shadow over lapped me. I looked up and it was Him. "You okay?", he asked looking as if he cared. I stared at him for a minute. He was actually wearing a suit. And I broke. I was pouring. Leaking. Crying. I had no idea why. He sat beside me while I crashed. We stayed that way for a moment and he suddenly put his arms around me. He was hugging me. I burried my face against his shoulder bone. Sobbing like I never did before. He didn't seem to mind as he just stayed that way. I finally pulled away, apologizing for wetting his suit and offered a change of clothes in the car. When I was about to leave, he grabbed my hand and pulled me back in his chest. "I want to stay this way for a while", gently he placed his hand on the back of my hair. I let him be. The warmth between us was...]

Lar-di-lars! Yea, Emo right? haha. Anyway, I've been studying a lot these few days. Geo especially. -.- Why are you even studying geo when you don't need it in senior class? It's for PMR alright. I'm also planning to have an airbrush tattoo! I asked dad and he, of course, approved. But, mum doesn't. She told me to forget about it! T.T What's that? What the hell is airbrush tattoo? It's a tat that doesn't stay there forever. For couple of days I assume. Most prolly I get code bars. :DD It's small and not so pakia what. Gonna get it secretly I guess. For CNY ba. Yes, I'm still grounded but come on. CNY le. I need to go visiting. So yea.

What have I been doing lately? You don't wanna know. My title says it all. It has been raining quite a lot lately. Now still drizzling again. Oh. And on Thursday was Bao Wen's birthday! Happy 12th Birthday, big boy! When I arrived, didi was all, "LEE CHIINGG! You're hiieee! Gimme a hug!" IS THAT CUTE OR WHAT!? OMMMMGGGG. He's my only lover~ But he's already primary 1. Not as cute as last time. -.-Anyway, today, I got piano. But no ballet since teacher Mei Ling went to KK for some swimming competition. Gonna have lunch at Grand Palace since my brother's friends will be having a farwell party. So yea. Then maybe I'll study my math today. I forgot to bring back my Sej text book so I can't do my homework? But I was thinking, since I'm already into Geo, screw Sej. Haha.

I still hate that new kid in my class. Smelly fat freak show. -.- who thinks he's all cool? I don't think I mentioned him here right? I mean in my blog/previous post. Hmm. Well, I hate him and I ain't gonna say his name. You know, there's this other new kid in class that I said I wanted to be friends with? And I said that on what, Tuesday? and we're still strangers to each other. Practically strangers la. Except that he's my unknown classmate. Teehee.

The kiddos are really good back-up singers! Some dances too! *double thumbs up*