I totally don't want to think about the past. I declare myself officially SINGLE. You heard me, BOYS. xP Nah. I'm fine with or without. I've been so into my studies. I joined this essay competition and I wrote 7 pages. My title, If I were a Dancer. I could have wrote a longer version and it might turn out to be a book instead but, it was an essay competition afterall. And check this. Grand prize = $150. GG. I still gotta type it out though. Compared to my ugly, messy, unreadable, small handwriting, it's gonna be at least 8-9 pages after printing. lolol. O well, I also joined this Aussie Science Quiz today. I know. OMG geek-o much. At least I didn't take the Aussie Maths Quiz ok. I did it for the certificates! x)

I am so freaking emo. Ever since what happened in my previous post, I cried all the time. Especially within this week. Cos of frustration and stress, I tried so hard not to shed tears. One thing I want to be like my mum, be strong. Like seriously, when my uncle came back, she was still standing! Not a tear. I envy her for that. Curses. I'm a weak bitch. :\

I also declare myself, officially fat. I look so..... Pregnant whenever I change and all. Argh. I'm trying so hard not to eat and exercise more, but, unfortunately, my body isn't responding towards it. How annoying. So my only way to have what I had before, is starve. I can't believe I just said that. That will be the last thing never appear on my to do list. Sigh. I'm pathetic.

WOO! My groove's on. And you! PMS. like a tuut... I would know. Haha. Cos you're hot and you're cold. You're yes then you're no! People in school would know what I mean. Especially Sheryl, Chels and Jamie. Haha. Omg. Jamie just told me her mum when for that 'stick-needles-on-your-back' therapy thingo which I don't know how to spell. Arc-q-puc-tu-wel? Whatev. And I'm eating right now? And she's like, "You know my mum did it and when the man hammered the needles in her back, BLOOD STARTED FLOWING OUTTT!!!" *face turns green with mouth full of food* Disgusting. She's gonna send me the pic so I can upload it later. Teehee. Puke all you want people. I am definitely gonna post it.

I SO SO SO CAN'T WAIT FOR EASTER CAMP! Mum totally got shocked when I was skipping to the kitchen singing 'I can't wait to go to EASTER CAMP~~' this morning before going to school. Cos at first, I begged her so I wouldn't need to go. But phew, Chels, probably Jamie, and Grace's GOING!! WOOOO~~ Put your hands up. Put your hands up. Heeyyy~~ Next week. Starting Thursday. So probably I won't be going to school. Teehee. Till Sunday. Lalalala~ Can't waitttt.... xPP

My antidote from my previous post. Thanks Jac for accompanying me.