Friday, October 23, 2009
Dance with your enemies.
Hey people. First of all firsts, I wanna apologize for not updating. But! I have a reason. This post will be my number 196 and I want the 200th post to be reserved for "US". So, I'm waiting. The other reason is that, somehow, whenever I visit my blog, the feeling of him hurting me returns. And I don't really enjoy that feeling. I don't know why. I think I'm obsessed with you. :OAnyway, there isn't much to say either. I'm gonna have this dinner party this 30th. And I'm super hyped! I asked him to go with me, but he can't. :( My outfit? Definitely planned! I think it's nice? But I'm not sure what shoes. Haha. We'll see. I hope there'll be hawt guys there. Cos I'll be going with Alvynna and her bf. Ain't hell I'm gonna be light bulb. Never ever again. Ugh.
Anyway, I gotta go. Going to church. On a Saturday? yea. Some briefing thingo for tomorrow. I'm still considering whether to join the choir or not. If I do, I'll be alone. If I don't... Well, no consequences? But it's better too but I don't wanna be alone! T.T
Toodles.